Blog 10: Research Ideas

Its kinda bitter sweet that its already time to start the research paper Professor Flewelling has been talking about all semester. Sweet because that means the semester is past the halfway mark and the end is finally in view but bitter because well...I have to write a research paper. Just from reading and talking about the paper this sounds like it will be my most involved research paper. I think this I have only had to write one other research paper since my freshman year and even that one wasn't as in depth as this one seems to be.

I am not very sure what discourse community I want to observe and research about. I have a couple in mine but I will talk about the one I want to do, but I'm not sure if I will be able to get it to work. I'm thinking of exploring how landscape photographers of Instagram communicate with their followers. I want to know why they are posting. Is it to get feed back on their work? To get more followers? Or do they just like to share their pictures with others? Now that I'm thinking about it maybe I should change my focus to landscape photographers in general and they different genres they use to showcase their artwork. I have been involved in the photography world for a few years now and would love to see what kind of answers I could come up with in this research. For me photography has just been a hobby. I use a picture sharing website and have an Instagram but have never really been that serious about getting my pictures out there to show others. I think I would like to be more active in the photography realm and this research would give me a good glimpse of how I could go about doing so. The big question I hope to answer is why do other photographers feel the need to share their work in the first place.

Hopefully after my conference tomorrow, Professor Flewelling will help me guide my research in the good direction with photography to make this interesting for me.

One of my favorite pics I have taken :-)

Blog 9: Service Community

Marabelli brings up some very interesting points in his article, "Learning to Serve." In it, Peter Drucker asserts that "interactive service workers lack the necessary education to be 'knowledge workers'" (Marabelli 145). This is a very generalized statement that I do not agree with. Service work is not a job that everyone can handle. I have worked a few food industry jobs and I never want to go back to. I tried it and can say I have seen what that industry is like and know its not for me. My job now as well as those summer jobs all strongly focus on customer service. If you've never had to deal with customers in a direct face-to-face interaction before consider yourself lucky. The people that I have met in the service industry, for the most part, are all people that i would say could be "knowledge workers," but had something holding them back. For a lot of service workers I think the thing holding them back would be furthering their education so they can be "knowledge workers." This isn't necessarily a drawback for them, but being a service worker is more of just a job to have while to work to become something more. I have many friends who are servers and waiters who I know will someday be "knowledge workers." Does having that particular job make them any less of who they are or who they will become? No, I don't believe so. Maybe to others who didn't have to work as hard as my friends do in order to have a better job might think so. Sure there are some service workers who just aren't meant to become "knowledge workers" but to say that all service workers cant become such, is a bit of a stretch. 

Blog 7: My Identity Kit

I used to hate talking to new people. Because of that, my first two years of high school were pretty rough. I was suddenly at new school full of people I didn't know and I sure in hell wasn't trying to go out of my way to meet new people. I was very reserved and kinda just kept to the small group of friend I did have and myself. 

But one day I decided I wanted more. I pushed myself to go out of my comfort zone and found a new group of people to be around through some mutual friends. Everything was great and I finally started to open up and then I had to leave that group of friends when we all went off to different colleges.

And then it seemed I was back where I started. That timid kid that always kept to himself. But fortunately living in the dorms my freshman year forced me once again to step out of that comfort zone and talk to people. It was hard at first but eventually I finally felt comfortable again talking with people and being in new social situations. 

I even had built up my confidence so much that I got a job on campus. When I applied I had no idea customer service was going to be so highly stressed. Dealing with strangers in a professional manner at work was a whole new level of social interactions that I was not ready for. Luckily, when I suck it up and toss myself into those situations I actually aren't that awkward as I think I am.

Its crazy writing this and seeing how far I have come as a person. I feel super comfortable in social situations but still have times where I feel a little uncomfortable and try to work on it. I have had new people that I have met tell me that they think I am a really social and talkative person which is crazy to me because I know how hard it used to be for me just a few years ago. Just never know whats gonna come out when you fake it well enough

Blog #6 - Discourse Communities and Cost of Affiliation

If you would have asked me which college I wanted to go to back when I was a senior in High School I definetly wouldn't have said SDSU. Having been born and raised just 25 minutes from campus, I wanted to venture out and get away from my parents like every other high school senior. When college announcements came out and the only school I got into was SDSU, I was ehh not to excited....

Man was I wrong. Attending San Diego State has easily been the best thing that has happened to me. My parents let me dorm my freshman year, which is something I wanted to experience and needed to have. Since being here I have met some pretty awesome people, experienced things I never would have thought of, and have learned A TON about myself. SDSU has provided me with so many opportunities to ready myself for a career after graduation while also making me a way better person. 

And the whole being "too close to home" thing is was a true blessing in disguise. If I was sick of eating at the Habit or making my own food I could just get on the 15 and be home in no time to have some of my mom's cooking. At first I rarely went home and got my personal space that I originally wanted but since then I have accepted my two communities I so closely live in: SDSU and my academics, and my family back home in Poway.

After reading, "Why Poor Students Struggle" I am beyond blessed to have parents who have unconditionally supported me both financially and emotionally through my college experience. Without their support I would no where near the person I have become. I have friends who struggle financially and going to school and its hard to seem have to struggle through so much when I got it so easy. For me, I didn't have to "exchange your old world for a new world," as Madden put it, but more had to find a balance between my two worlds.